Sad and Sedih

It's half way through Ramadhan Kareem and now I'm starting to get real sad. This feeling usually catches up with me around this time. Sedih thinking whether I'm going to still be alive to go through the coming fasting months. Kalau kat Mekah ke Madinah, terasa sangat semangat puasa dan ibadahnye. Each calling for prayers (azan) berduyun2 org. ke masjid.

Sekiranya tengah saie' dan berkumandang je azan, we don't have to worry where to break-fast. Ada je those who willingly pass around kurma and teh berempah utk. berbuka. Mudahnye. If you walk pass the roads, there are always a commotion where people flock to catch (and I do mean catch mcm bola) kotak2 air/yoghurt yg. nak disedekahkan.

Outside these mosques, akan terbentang lah kanvas so that food can be placed. Kalau ada yang tak bleh nk mkn byk, you can always give it to the makcik2 arab yg suka btul kalau org bagi dia yoghurt tuh. Time tarawih, although you don't always understand wht's being recite, boleh aje kita join others and try to find it in our hearts rasa sedih and sayu and these are the times where one can actually rewind btul2 sins they've done.

Rasanya seronok btul kalau dapat ke sana Ramadhan ni.. Nk melancong ke lain? tak kott..Tak carik lain dah.. Insya Allah kalu ada rezeki.

Cari Parking

Today I parked like a crazy person. This morning, I planned to park at a shaded area, but somehow I parked at a hot spot. Mcm unconscious je tindakan tuh. Then, I got out of the parking and moved to the shaded area earlier mentioned. But pusing2 ada bas melintang. So, again I have to "tawaf" hoping there's some place available dkt2. Huh, saje je..mmg yilek. So, I parked opposite the lobby, in front of the drain (that sometimes smells like a loo). I wonder, "Aku ke yg parking tak btul?" as I looked at the car beside. Eh, rasa mcm dh muat nk bukak pintu, but never mind, I got in the car again, and re-parked. Mcm kesian lak tgk Wani exec park sblh I, mcm tersiksa je tmpt parking dia. After punching in, I observed knplah mcm parking tak btul.. Found it! Ada seekor kereta di"park" btul2 between 2 parking spaces. Ramai btul org2 yg pandai di sini. IPT la katakan.

Ladies

Gambar hanya hiasan.. sbb tandas ni lawa.. and takde orang

Ladies yang dimaksudkan adalah tandas wanita. Tandas wanita yang dimaksudkan adalah tandas kepunyaan pusat membeli belah dan bukan tandas rumah yang dipnyai oleh mana2 wanita.

Ni bukan toilet shopping mall terbabit.If it's this one, sure ada yg baring ramai2 atas tmpat sink

Sebulan dua ni, I've been heading to shopping malls for a few times in a week. Just to browse around, and buy nothing. A few times at the mall, of course I will visit the ladies. Weak bladder ke hapa tah..During my visit (ala2 cerita musim cuti skoloh) to the ladies there are a few occasions yang made me make statement "eh, boleh ye gitu?" but only in my head.

On one occasion, I was with E-id washing our hands..when tetiba one girl asked Ida," Kak, ada sikat tak?" I was tkujut gak la, how come bleh mintak je dari Ida. Tpi, rasanya she doesn't know this girl. Muka E-id pun terkejut.. dia ckp "takde". Tpi, dia sebenarnye reply dlm hati "kalau aku ada pun, aku takkan bagi kat ko". Kami terpikir, agaknye, ada kot org bertudung bawak jugak sikat and beria mnyikat rambut time ke tandas. Well, if it's my reply it would be " Boleh, tpi kan, gue ada kutu, kelimumur atau psoriasis-tgk la dlm kamus..(atau ape2 illness yg sesuai), amek la pinjam. Ada beran?

Then, this week too, I visit the ladies at one shopping mall and while I was washing my hands (again, nmpk sgt hygienic nye aku) I looked at this girl who was "ralit" menyikat rambut. Hmmm. Thought I saw her outside with her boyfriend kot just now. Maybe dia dgn mmber pempuan dia kat sebelah tu, tgh mengadap cermin dgn pnuh khusyuk. I assumed mmber la, sbb right after brushing her hair, she gave the brush to the girl next to her.. Saying "dah siap dah". Tetiba dia kuar je sorang.. and outside her boyfriend was waiting.. and they walked away.. berdua saja. Eh, boleh ke? I mean.. pjam je sikat sesapa. Tak kenal lak tuh.

Then, there's also this one time, I was on my way out dr ladies when I saw a few girls ready'ing themselves dpn cermin. One of them made a joke " kalau org tanya kenapa rambut serabai, aku jwb je..baru lepas kene r_ _ _ l". Fuh.. boleh ye gitu.. I don't know la.. mybe it's me with my silly superstitious, yg kalau boleh, jgn sebut mende2 gitu.. tpi, tak sangka boleh buat lawak pulak.

Hmm.. tu tak termasuk 4-5 org yang berpakaian gothic duduk mencangkung ramai2 mengadap muka memasing. Buat hapa tah.. yg psti, pegang telefon. Maybe tgh bluetooth kot.. reception lebih baik dlm keadaan mencangkung tu kot... Boleh ye gitu.

-uno momento-

Sometimes I felt like I am "baby-ing" people around me. And at times, that has to stop. Tapi selalu jugak takleh. Habit kot. And it's nice if at times, people plak take turn to treat u nicely. Tak payah belikan apa2, just do nice things to you. Help you out whenever possible. Even the small things count kan.. Sometimes, terasa jugak, people only linger@ be with you whenever they feel like it. Dah takde importance, langsung orang lupa. Kenapa ye? Tpi, actually, that's life. Teaches you not to feel attached to others easily, sbb selalunye orang akan lupa.

Terkejut Aku.

Salam..

It's 8.15 p.m. and I just switched on my computer. Baru sebentar tadi hati berdebar2.. Kenapa berdebar? Sebab jiran2 sebelah @ member kepada jiran2 sebelah asek memberi salam. Kalau dah dgr suara jejantans (bukan Ja Jantan yg Mek slalu gune) kat umah kami nih, mmg la pelik.

I was at the computer, when suddenly.. "Assalamualaikum" hehe.. terkejut. Kami pun statik serta merta and waited for any other sound. Owh.. terdengar anak Pakcik Hassan (jiran sebelah kanan) mmbuka pintu.. Oooh.. mmber dia.. Hm, mcm la pasti sgt kitorang nih yg bukak pintu tu anak pak assan. Ok, then sambung type. Tetiba lagi, terdengar.. "Assalamualaikum" yg pnuh jelas, jati dan tanpa was was. Sekali lagi semua org terkejut.. Diam.. So Linda mengambil keputusan (yg tak payah pikir selama 2-3 hari) to peek from Ida's room yang gelap gelemat (sbb tutup lmpu). She said.. "Org beri salam la kat umah kita".. Pelik.. kitorg tak jnji dgn sesapa. So, kami terloncat2 menjengket cuba gak jenguk.. gedebuk..hahhahah.. e Id langgor meja dia..hahaha. sian.. So, I try finding a place to fall (katil dia) laughing..hahah! Sian Ida.. (dah la didiagnose dgn migrain arini.. Hadiah yg datang bersama dgn jawatan, no doubt)

Pakcik2 dari mesjid datang beramai2.. agaknye nk ajak p msjid kot.. Ada la dgr akak sebelah umah said something.. pastu diorg berlalu dan salam kedengaran di rumah2 jiran yg lain. Gitulah kami kalau ada org2 bagi salam.. Org2 menjual pun kekadang sangat daring, smpai masuk pagar. That day, got 3 guys masuk pagar.. trying to sell dengan sepenuh ati alarm kereta. Kenapa I said sepenuh ati? Sbb dgn penuh konfiden they asked us to give them a fork/garfu utk tunjuk mcmana senangnye dia nk bukak keta kita yg dah dikunci.. Ntah pape.. Okey, that's about it.. it's time for citer "feveret" K Anum.. glee atau lebih mesra di hati dia.. Geli..kih kih

Terkesima

Last Sunday I went out with Mak to buy something. And in the car, I told her about my schoolmates, sekolah rendah yang able to have found me through FB. Hmm... I almost forgot most of their names already. Tapi, agak amazed to those who still remembers me. Aku takde pun gambor nih.. amek dr FB member

My classmates recognize me.. cause of my hair. I didn't know pun my hairstyle was "unforgettable". A friend told me that she remembers me when she saw Velma Dinkley dari Scooby Doo.. Huh..Lantak le.. Yg penting hingat. Some said, I didn't change (except for the weight gain). Itu, I simply replied..my face outgrown me siap2 dah.. so, when u guys see me few years later, I didn't change. (kalaulah ada such thing) Muka dah tua siap2.

Well, from a few small chats with one of my schoolmate nih, I found out that most of them are married, and some divorced. So, I told my mum about this. Mcm statement biasa je la kan.. "this fellow, I just know were divorced" and this fella married..but, most of them I don't know their whereabouts etc,etc".. The best part was, my mum simply stated.."oh, patut la takut kawin". It was something I didn't see it coming yet able to make me stunned.. terkesima abis.

Tpi, persoalannye adalah.. was the statement right, or left?... heheh

Mana Perginye?

Baru2 ni i bought a lipstick.. a very2 bright lipstick that was so obvious worn, it will be so Maybe it's as red as this!

ridiculous to ignore..hehe.. Wht's got into me purchasing this item? ntah.. tgn gatal kot.. So, I remembered dulu2, time study, I had this lipstick (given by my sister) titled Brick something something. As I remembered, it was Covergirl. Knpa la takde dh now2.. Well, pngedarnye takde kat Malaysia kot..huuhuu, years passed by, patut la tak jumpa2. At the same time (masa study tuh) I was hooked on Physician's Formula, yg dulu dgn rondaan minima hanya dijumpai di pharmacy di Jalan TAR. Earth tone was my choice. That too pupus years later. Y? oh Y? It was sized smaller than the usual lipstick, but the price was reasonable too..

Tadi, as I was boiling barley to make drink, I remembered that dulu I used to drink lemon barley drink yg skrg mcm tak jumpa je. Ingat tak?
And there was this drink.. pe namanye.. ha, Herbal Tea.. rasanya rasa dulu tak se"keji" rasa mana2 teh yg diclaim herbal tea. Keluaran mybe same company, kotak kaler ijau..

Next in my mind was.. Maggi Udang.ke manakah perginye? I'm NOT a devout Maggi eater.. tpi, teringat2 jugak sometimes. I am right kan? No longer exist this maggi udang..

Ni Maggi Masala.. takde kat M'sia ni.. Yg biasanye.. yg iniMaggi Kari

Hm, there's a lot more stuff we used to enjoy.. Tak ingat dah apa..