Sad and Sedih

It's half way through Ramadhan Kareem and now I'm starting to get real sad. This feeling usually catches up with me around this time. Sedih thinking whether I'm going to still be alive to go through the coming fasting months. Kalau kat Mekah ke Madinah, terasa sangat semangat puasa dan ibadahnye. Each calling for prayers (azan) berduyun2 org. ke masjid.

Sekiranya tengah saie' dan berkumandang je azan, we don't have to worry where to break-fast. Ada je those who willingly pass around kurma and teh berempah utk. berbuka. Mudahnye. If you walk pass the roads, there are always a commotion where people flock to catch (and I do mean catch mcm bola) kotak2 air/yoghurt yg. nak disedekahkan.

Outside these mosques, akan terbentang lah kanvas so that food can be placed. Kalau ada yang tak bleh nk mkn byk, you can always give it to the makcik2 arab yg suka btul kalau org bagi dia yoghurt tuh. Time tarawih, although you don't always understand wht's being recite, boleh aje kita join others and try to find it in our hearts rasa sedih and sayu and these are the times where one can actually rewind btul2 sins they've done.

Rasanya seronok btul kalau dapat ke sana Ramadhan ni.. Nk melancong ke lain? tak kott..Tak carik lain dah.. Insya Allah kalu ada rezeki.