Nothing to Write.. yet so Many Things in Mind

Just feel like putting some pics. in this blog. Gmbr lama. Before Elijah pindah, before I am p.h.a.t. (fat actually) like now2.. sigh.. Ha, salah sapa? aku kan? (talking to myself je).

Actually, so many things going thru my mind, but can't seem to write anything.. Jadi, baik gue bubuh gambor bagi memenuhkan ruangan ini.. Kelihatan Ida and me.. looks like she's really trying to get in the picture.. walhal mmg muat sangat dah dlm gmbr.

Kelihatan aku yg buat2 mls.. atau sbenarnya mmg mls. Yus plak tgh bersedia sesangat. K, tu je, byk la mende nk pk. Dah nmpk pun mls.

It's Just Another Year.. is it?

It's 2009 already, yet I'm still the old me.. (old here does'nt have anything to do with age ;-) ) Just came back from quite long holiday. Kira2 seminggu and plus3-4 days.. lama arh tu.. Bukan senang nak cuti pun. Wait till sem. break, then, u can take leave. Nak replace class? You end up being the only person who attends it.

During all the leave taken, my anak buah (actually pgkat makcik) came back from KL. We know tht when this girl comes back.. byk btul la

resipi2, atau makanan yg dicita2 utk dibuat dan dicarik.

Lupakan sumbing di pinggan ada sotong tuh.. minah tu mmg kelolo sikit budaknye.

We made tandoori, panggang ayam, sotong, udang comel2, made salad and kerabu. Besor sungguh selera budak nih. OH, not forgetting.. biscuits shaped like gingerbread man.. minus the ginger. All these things helped to contribute to "body development"..aha!!! No wonder my old accomplice tkejut tgk myself! Imagine we have'nt met sthn. lebih.. imagine me expanding.

Year 2009 marks a new beginning for most of us.. To me it's another year. A time to transform oneself to be better.. A few important things will happen in the beginning of the year even. Oh and yup.. to achieve certain things rather not to be shared. People have azams.. amende dlm omputih nyer? aha.. resolutions rite? Well, maybe it's one way of re-energizing yourself at the beginning of this year. To those with new year resolutions, Good Luck in achieving it. Insya Allah tercapai. All the best!

LORONG X

It's Thursday, 5 mins bfore 11 a.m. Now boredom starts to conquer.. Ye la, kelas dah takde ah, but then.. there's always something to do.. Woke up late this morning, siap2 nk keje, buang sampah and noticed "tong smpah aku dah btakung and got jentik2 inside" uhhuu... tunggingkan air ujan nih.. It's been raining for days now, looks like the hole that I made at the bottom of the bin tersumbat but, of course I won't be talking abt. my tong sampah ni...

Today I will be explaining abt. my workstation (fuh, hebatnya gelaran workstation) Kira2 meja la.. The picture shows the way to my place.. We all called this alley as Lorong X. hehe.. Students pun panggil this area Lorong X. Ada beberapa sbb, antaranya.. it's been a few times people did'nt notice our presence here.. Although.. kami HADIR di meja kami, and.. students who lingers here (esp UiTM students) akan kena penangan (dlm bentuk kata2 'nasihat') dari kami2 yg kenal most of them as we taught them before.

Kelihatan accomplices/rakan2 terbabit : dpn skali Yus (takde dlm pic), wani dan e-id, k anum and ma.. and my place blkg k anum. Semua malu sbb nmpk bijik mata ke ujung kepala je. Wonder where my neighbour is?hmmm.. The next picture shows a few almost empty containers used to be filled with biscuits, kerepek and all sorts of jajan. Ada yg dh salah faham, ingat kt blkg ni ada perniagaan runcit/kecil-kecilan. But the truth is, sapa nk blasah menda2 kt blkg ni, amek la. Kalau org tak bagi, org akan sorok, not display it. Well, tu one of the factors students yg kebulur, lalu lalang di lorong X. Before the get their treat, they have to "service" their ears first. Kira2 bg treat cum peringatan la.

In the plastic bag is rambutan, yg tinggal ranting2 ajer.. and beside is butter (complimentary of K Anum ) and MUST be transformed into something bigger to be eaten the next day! Oh ye, my neighbour kat sebelah, berbaju ijau.. He brought his computer today..(meaning he will be at his place... longer). The next picture is my table. Tupperware kecik, tmpt isi sweets and another meja lipat meja utk kerja2 rencam. Example: (Makan-kerja utama, meja test -time budak, bancuh air..etc) I like this place.. but find it difficult to always maintain it organized.. Sama mcm aku je.

Hm, that's it for now.. Btw, it's not a Dapur like some said.. but it does fill up many empty stomachs..

Mkn2 with Students

A few days back I invited some students to my house.. just for a little treat..

Well, actually some of the "fund" came from the denda.. These denda include:

1. Pakai selipor ( although it costs RM50.. and ada berlian2.. it will still be considered a seliper)

2. T-shirt kolar bulat.

3. Jeans (this would include jeans cerah yg ala2 org tak perasan kain jeans)

4. Very2 short blouse and lengan pendek

hehe...pdn muka. Sometimes, these kids (yg dah leh jadik mak bpk budak) are funny. Asked them to mkn2 outside, transport la jadi prob. Tp ajak ke umah, bulleh ajer.

Above are the ones yang "menyenggeng bergaya" konon2nye. As if la kann. There are still those who were'nt in my class came.. Maklumla.. time mkn. The pics. are some who came.. I did'nt invite other friends. Reserve outing dgn mmbr2 next time.. baru tenang sikit.. leh concentrate on each other. Masa depa mai, I accidentally practised polisi, basuh pinggan sdiri, and buat air sdiri.. So, to those yg nak ajak ramai2 (esp students) mai umah, bleh la buat gini. Very practical and cut time preparing things for guests. Maybe I was'nt the best host la, tp diorang ni takdk hal.. as long as can eat. Hee...

K la, got to go. Till I have anything to write again. Chiao.

Episode "Love and Infatuation"

Why am I writing this? Tulah, org ckp. dah teringat, tulislah apa saja.. Kalau ingat resipi, selitkan resipi, if you rememberred jokes, then, do write it. Now, I feel like menceceh.

Back to the person I've mentioned before, whom I met during my UiTM days. I still remember VIVIDLY=jelas sesangat.. the "environment" where I met this person. What made "Angry Baboon" ( nama yg keji utk e-mail) so hard to forget? Well.. a few things...

Time tu, baru je daftar utk. degree. Although I studied in Shah Alam time Dip., time register degree is totally different. Everything has to be done on your own. Surely, heading to the 'famous' Business Faculty that was drab, dreary and gloomy time tu, was quite "de-motivating"'. Masuklah dlm Dewan Kuliah (DK) for taklimah. Terkonteng2 sorg2, I saw my ex-Dip-mate; Helmy. Sitting next to him was AB. Other people was'nt displaying friendly faces (maklumlah, dh jumpa gang msg2), but his fella smiled to me.. Pelik gak la, sbb tak kenal. I talked a bit to Helmy smbil bdiri and AB immediately said "Offerla mmbr tu duduk"hehee.. mmg I seldom guys offer me a seat (how pathetic is that?) Thanks.. (dlm ati, tetiba rasa hppy..huarh huarh...) I think I did asked where AB came from? Arau katanya, ok.. then, taklimat and that was it.

Untill a few days later, I went to Business School's Cafe (tempat yang sentiasa berbau sos Lea&Perrins abg burger kt situ).. there, ada muka yg familiar tersenyum.. Hmm.. I said "Hi! err" (alamak, aku lupa namanya). But SURPRISINGLY he fluently said.. "Azwa kan?".. WOW.. I was thinking nak buat somersault ke, cartwheel or just prancing around time tu gak.. tak sangka.. he remembered my name? It's like.. Kuch Kuch Hota Hai...hins hins... aku hopeless tetiba (pls note, exaggerated expression IS my thing..)

Unfortunately being a former Bus. student, AB proceeded to the 3rd sem, while I was placed in the 2nd sem class. Byk gak bumped into@ sengaja bumped into AB. Kinda started to like AB. Tp bak kata lecturer ku.."we fell in love everday.. It's infatuation bukan the real stuff".. meh aku tgk kamus.. mendapa maknanya..INFATUATED=filled with foolish or unreasoning love. Ye arh tu.. so, AB became my motivator.. Some of the things that made me hang out in my school.

Peeps; accomplice to bump into AB

I knew hw. AB walked, the pants dia pakai, even sandal buruknyer dari jauh, clothes that he will wear (I mean.. I knew dia pnyer rotation ok? ) arini kaler apa, tomorow red.. the next day green..etc.. SERIOUSLY. It's not that I had it scheduled dlm mana2 notebook.. aware gile. Met several times in the PTARII (Perpustakaan Tun Abdul Razak), but always end up in a long conversations.

After a few conversations, we've found out we had much in common.. (ya, ya, tau, ni mmg slalu org ckp.. but let me.. it's my space anyway..) Books(terpakai), theater being his interests. Bende yg paling best adalah, i always said that "madonna is a true entertainer in her shows" and tht's in my head. Tp 1 day while lepak at mamak's with Madonna on MTV, he said the exact same thing. How cool @ weird? is that? Byk bende2 yg dipinjam dr dia, buku2, even tajuk report degree pun dtg. dari suggestion dia. If I talked abt our signature that looks similar, then, I'll be making a silly statement. Just like Ina Naim yg ckp. baju pink dlm IC dia sama warna baju laki dia dlm IC. Kebetulan je la I assumed.. tp I like these coincidences.. and always hoping these coincidences continuously happen. Knowing I learnt Deutcsh, he always says Ich Liebe Dich... that means wo ai ni.. camne nak react? Well, I kept my cool.. and simply replied.. "be careful of what you wish and said.. Cause u just might get it.."

He passed away in 2005, and I knew tht wish did'nt happened. It's been...what.. like almost 3 yrs lebih. still, the vivid image and memory lingers.. I am not hanging on old puppy love (realizing I'm not a pup kan..) just reminiscing a person who has made an impact of how I view Love and Infatuation.

Ida; another accomplice? A bystander laa..

Losing the Ones You Love

This is something tht has been on my mind for quite some time...

Tatkala duduk melepak sorg2 with nothing to do, selalu teringat insan2 yang kita sayang & ingati but no longer here. Allah love them more. I've lost individuals who were dear to me somer years back. 2 being my immediate family and another one.. a person i only knew for a short while but has made such an impact to my heart and how i view certain aspect of love and infatuation.

2 immediate family members was my dad and another was my sister. Losing them has made me realized that all this while I have'nt been a good daughter and particularly..a good sister. All that I can do now is to pray for them, ask Allah to place them amongst those blessed. To those reading this (wonder if it's only me opening this column) make sure we are treating everyone as we should. Sometimes, we might have hurt their feelings, with words and actions.. so, pls right away appologize. Who knows esok, lusa, either kita yg dipanggil dulu...

Pekan Reminiscence..

Tonite there's going to be a dinner.. held by our generous employr.. bukan slalu mkn free.. anyways.. thanx.

From wht i've heard, there's going to be a few treats dr each Program kat kolej.. UPM, UITM, UTM, MGt.. etc.. Funny how geng2 ku tidak ada pengetahuan psl sesapa involved... mklumla.. everybody is busy with audit. Tp to those yg masuk persembhn ni.... my full support and applauses to them..

teringat dulu dinner kat Pekan.. Sempat sekali je.. let's say it's sort of parting pnyer dinner.. bfore relocated to ktn. Kira hands on experience laa.. ceh, mcm busy jer nk organize.. pdhal, mmber2 lain lagi besar responsiblitynyer... i was in charged of sponsors.. carik takde la beria sgt, tp Alhamdulillah.. ada gak. Can tampung a bit.. and pd yg lupa, kita smpat gak la ada mini2 jamuan lps tu.. heheee... (mcm bunyi underground activity je kan)

Mlm dinner that was at Grand Continental.. Unit Pengurusan ni.. buat dikir brt.. huh.. presented using 2 hindi songs.. Ni plan tak beria sgt, tp it worked!! Kira creativity tu ada la gak.. ada yg wat monolog.. nyanyi la seposen dua..

One thing i remembered is that i just ate one plate of salad.. sibuk la bagi hadiah la..ntoh buat menda tah lagi.. balik umah, carik nasik gak.. Yg best, tgk slide yg danny prepare.. Sedih gok.. To those who still hv the "mulanya di sini" cd's... tgk2 la balik.. dpt reminiscing episode2 lama.. smbil mengenang kembali muka2 yg saat itu masih lagi kecik dan baju2 yg masih lagi muat..hee