Thursday, October 30, 2008

Episode "Love and Infatuation"

Why am I writing this? Tulah, org ckp. dah teringat, tulislah apa saja.. Kalau ingat resipi, selitkan resipi, if you rememberred jokes, then, do write it. Now, I feel like menceceh.

Back to the person I've mentioned before, whom I met during my UiTM days. I still remember VIVIDLY=jelas sesangat.. the "environment" where I met this person. What made "Angry Baboon" ( nama yg keji utk e-mail) so hard to forget? Well.. a few things...

Time tu, baru je daftar utk. degree. Although I studied in Shah Alam time Dip., time register degree is totally different. Everything has to be done on your own. Surely, heading to the 'famous' Business Faculty that was drab, dreary and gloomy time tu, was quite "de-motivating"'. Masuklah dlm Dewan Kuliah (DK) for taklimah. Terkonteng2 sorg2, I saw my ex-Dip-mate; Helmy. Sitting next to him was AB. Other people was'nt displaying friendly faces (maklumlah, dh jumpa gang msg2), but his fella smiled to me.. Pelik gak la, sbb tak kenal. I talked a bit to Helmy smbil bdiri and AB immediately said "Offerla mmbr tu duduk"hehee.. mmg I seldom guys offer me a seat (how pathetic is that?) Thanks.. (dlm ati, tetiba rasa hppy..huarh huarh...) I think I did asked where AB came from? Arau katanya, ok.. then, taklimat and that was it.

Untill a few days later, I went to Business School's Cafe (tempat yang sentiasa berbau sos Lea&Perrins abg burger kt situ).. there, ada muka yg familiar tersenyum.. Hmm.. I said "Hi! err" (alamak, aku lupa namanya). But SURPRISINGLY he fluently said.. "Azwa kan?".. WOW.. I was thinking nak buat somersault ke, cartwheel or just prancing around time tu gak.. tak sangka.. he remembered my name? It's like.. Kuch Kuch Hota Hai...hins hins... aku hopeless tetiba (pls note, exaggerated expression IS my thing..)

Unfortunately being a former Bus. student, AB proceeded to the 3rd sem, while I was placed in the 2nd sem class. Byk gak bumped into@ sengaja bumped into AB. Kinda started to like AB. Tp bak kata lecturer ku.."we fell in love everday.. It's infatuation bukan the real stuff".. meh aku tgk kamus.. mendapa maknanya..INFATUATED=filled with foolish or unreasoning love. Ye arh tu.. so, AB became my motivator.. Some of the things that made me hang out in my school.



Peeps; accomplice to bump into AB

I knew hw. AB walked, the pants dia pakai, even sandal buruknyer dari jauh, clothes that he will wear (I mean.. I knew dia pnyer rotation ok? ) arini kaler apa, tomorow red.. the next day green..etc.. SERIOUSLY. It's not that I had it scheduled dlm mana2 notebook.. aware gile. Met several times in the PTARII (Perpustakaan Tun Abdul Razak), but always end up in a long conversations.

After a few conversations, we've found out we had much in common.. (ya, ya, tau, ni mmg slalu org ckp.. but let me.. it's my space anyway..) Books(terpakai), theater being his interests. Bende yg paling best adalah, i always said that "madonna is a true entertainer in her shows" and tht's in my head. Tp 1 day while lepak at mamak's with Madonna on MTV, he said the exact same thing. How cool @ weird? is that? Byk bende2 yg dipinjam dr dia, buku2, even tajuk report degree pun dtg. dari suggestion dia. If I talked abt our signature that looks similar, then, I'll be making a silly statement. Just like Ina Naim yg ckp. baju pink dlm IC dia sama warna baju laki dia dlm IC. Kebetulan je la I assumed.. tp I like these coincidences.. and always hoping these coincidences continuously happen. Knowing I learnt Deutcsh, he always says Ich Liebe Dich... that means wo ai ni.. camne nak react? Well, I kept my cool.. and simply replied.. "be careful of what you wish and said.. Cause u just might get it.."

He passed away in 2005, and I knew tht wish did'nt happened. It's been...what.. like almost 3 yrs lebih. still, the vivid image and memory lingers.. I am not hanging on old puppy love (realizing I'm not a pup kan..) just reminiscing a person who has made an impact of how I view Love and Infatuation.


Ida; another accomplice? A bystander laa..






2 comments:

ellyazren said...

*It's like.. Kuch Kuch Hota Hai...* ... hehee... i remember those days...

*Sitting next to him was AB* what was his real name k waaa..? i seriously tak ingat. langsung.. AB? doesnt ring a bell. I always remember him as 'D MOTIVATOR' ur motivator. which sapa yg bagi title tu ntah? was it peeps? but i do remember MY motivator.. hehe do u? it was areepah's neighbour ahahahaa.... we were doing some report or something... :>

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