i admit

Salam

I admit yesterday, I lied to the person who asked for donations. Firstly dia tegur nk jual cd, utk rumah anak2 yatim..and the rest of the story u know. I told him it's ok (dgn harapan, silalah berlalu, sy mmg tidak mahu mmbeli pape). Lps tu, he said, taknk beli pun takpe, bleh derma. Again I said, takpe la, smbil geleng2. I know it's for good cause, tp hati tak rasa nk buat gitu. Lepas tu, again he sounded like he was urging me to donate, and I started to feel quite rimas. I said, I can't today, right now, and he bluntly asked.. "why?". Kene ke aku bagi reason? Kalau la kita bagi anything kat org dgn tak ikhlas, bdosa tak? I know dosa sbb nk marah kt org tu, tp what about causing people to get angry. I pun bluntly said, Sy tak bawak beg, dlm beg kain ni ada kunci, pen2 dsbgnya.. And he asked me, where I worked.. Ada kaitan? ada? ada?

Org2 yg sometimes mcm dh force kita to donate tu, tau tak mybe baru sebntar tadi ada org lain mintak donation. Kalau kita pusing satu shopping complex tu, mungkin ada 2-3 org yg mintak donation. Pnat la kita cmtu. I prefer to go to the boxes yg mmg dh sedia utk org donate. Perasan tak? dlm masjid, surau or even dekat kaunter time kita byr mkn. Kita bleh derma pada sesiapa yg susah. At my workplace, there are frequent visits from students yg nk wat kutipan derma, for any other purposes. Buat rumah la, derma kat org susah etc.
Sekarang, hati saya yg susah.. sbb sy dengan sukacitanya tipu, tak bwk purse.. daaah dose..

Zombie Horror

Last week I went to the Pasar Malam and bought some things to eat. One kuih was a total failure, and I vowed not to buy from that seller again. And I think it's time for me to learn how to make it on my own. Walau bagaimanapun, a friend asked to buy her fried kuay teaw and that took some time to get. So, there Id and me stood waiting, and waiting, and waiting some more and we noticed this one boy (teenager I presumed) standing next to us.

I wonder, and I could see from the corner of my eyes, he was different. I wondered why. As soon as I turned to look, I looked away immediately. He was wearing this weird zombie contact lenses which does nothing to complement him. If you don't know what I'm talking about, it's this one!

Aku ingat ke cacat tak nampak ke apa dia ni. We didn't even want to look at him because it's so weird and yucky. Tambahan plak, kulit org Melayu, mmg takleh masuk. This kinds of lenses will do NO justice to anybody. Unless if you're planning to play a part of a zombie. Why the hell did he wanted to buy charkuayteaw for? Don't zombie eat humans? Eeww

bu xihuan

I'd rather have a glass of hot frothy tea right now.. tetapi..

xianjai wo bu xihuan.. literally tanpa grammar yg btul it means, skrg i don't like:

• the feeling of wasting my time sbb things I tried to make do jadi useless
• the soreness (ada ke soreness) hasil dari duduk ngadap monitor lama2
• to think about the piling answer sheets waiting to be marked

so, better start marking now..did I mention? it's 11.45 p.m muahahhahahah
ada tergolek cam cat ni japgi..takdenya menanda kott...

Next Time, Different Size, Pls laa

The followings are pictures taken during a brief picnic (not picnic wearing briefs ye) Saturday lepas. Kelihatan di bawah, rakan2 di sebalik batang kayu yg besar. Kayu itu yg besor.. tgk rakan2 ku..kecik benor kelihatan..

Below: Mek und ich. I don't know the right techniques to pose. So, I blame myself for not spending time to watch America's Next Top Model.

McD is trying to get ready, bersedia untuk bersilat sebentar lagi. K Ja looked bored? Mengapa? Maybe due to the same faces yg attend occasion nih..hik hik.. sorry k ja.

Ni gambar2 yg menginsafkan. Gmbr2 yg I would like to claim di"superimposed"kan, but failed miserably. Yg kat tepi tu, gaya sakit kaki. Kalau dah insaf mcm ni, mmg prone to sakit kaki. kui kui..

Suki, taking k ja's pics. So nice of him..ye la tu.

Gambar plg tak daya..McD, ala2 model. She can work the camera I tell ya! Gene mana tah, yg pndai ngat posing nih.

Shahrul Fathi yg naughty dihangkut ibunya, Madam Wani yg tak sempat nk main air.

In this picture: Abg Din, acting as a photographer.. tak berbayor. And Suki yg melayan lara.

Suki salahkan Abd Din sbb ayam dia didn't turn up as expected.
Tp sedap je la..amek ati sikit..

p/s: thnks guys.. next time we meet again, in smaller size?..(yeah right)

Baru Sebentar Tadi

Salam, baru sebentar tadi I finished watching the 3rd Pirates of the Carribean..

• I watched 1 and 2 the previous weeks due to lack of understanding of the jalan cerita and the rationales of setiap action taken by Capt. Jack Sparrow, Barbossa, Tia Dalma (a.k.a. Calypso), Will Turner (ahaks) and the pempuan.. Elizabeth.
• I know now, that the reason why Jack Sparrow sibuk nk influenced jap2 Elizabeth, jap2 Will ikut dia is that, he no longer know what he wants. The compass only shows what the holder really wants, and in his hand, the compass went cuckoo sbb ada masanya Jack mcm nk kt pmpuan kurus tuh
• Dlm 3rd movie, Jack was brought back to life (atau sebnarnya rescued dr kurungan Gobok Davy Jones=Davy Jones Locker) sbb all the pirates nk revive Calypso. Depa nk pmpuan ni tumpaskan Mr. Jones (sepupu squidward) and in order to do that, msti sume 9 pirates yg glamer (tmasuk Jack le) kene ada.
• Tu je yg penting kot.. owh, satu lagi, I don't understand how they bet masa scene dlm kapal Davy Jones. Not that I wanted to judi kan, tp dah ulang byk kali, pun tak tau jugak.
  
• Hmm.. waiting for the 4th, harap2 dia takla se'dragging' mcm yg ke3.

Time tgk yg 1st dulu, time blajar, unplanned, went with Id. Naik bas 222 ke? gitu la ke KL from S Alam. In the bus, we stood (tak dpt tmpt duduk eh) for 45 mins lbh krg. Tgk papan iklan dgn muka Orlando Bloom and Depp, trus je straight carik wayang. Kadang nmpk Depp mcm cik pok pun ada, tp we got used to it, dah mcm adorable..(aku kira hape kalau tak adorable pun, takde markah pun)..

The 2nd one tgk time mana eh? Time with friends too.. Ingat2 blk, so long la tak p movies.. 3 thn ke dh lbh? hmmm

Troublesome

Salam all.. today is quite tiring, but thanks to friends yg sudi menolong jaga tests and quiz, ok la sikit.

I think lately, I'm getting furious with various amount of crap that my friends and I have to deal with. Demotivated students=resulted in taking leaves this semester, missing students=dah carik.. but they wat kering je time bjumpa. No sense of remorse? yup.. pelik2, sbb quantity yg begini ramai btul skrg. Nak story? Esok lusa, tulat tubing je la.. but, however it looks like, I don't have the intention to be Viruddh Sastraboothi.. (ye ke? alah, that virus guy from 3 idiots). I don't want to be a person who forgets or ignore those budak2 yg takleh cope. But I think, in these recent situations, they weren't the ones yg takleh cope or nakal tak tntu psl. These are the "dried fruits", sbb suka buat kering kan?

Dulu we had students yg every week kene pi balai. Report kt balai due to certain case they're involved. Tp these boys are considered sweethearts. Nakal mmg nakal, tapi tak keji. They didn't cause trouble in class, if we tegur them of something, they don't even talk back, or act rude and they are the kamceng ones with most of us.

Kadang2 atau now2, selalu plak terpikir, maybe I'm not cut to be somebody who teaches or educates. Is it me who only think like this? tak rasanya.. these feelings will come bila stress and tension mai.. and it came, bila probs yg faced tu associated dgn students. Ntoh, kdg2 mnyampah gak.. Knapa la korang takleh blajar elok2, jgn wat mende2 tak gune, jgn menipu dah tu takde seni pulak menipu, and kenapa nk susahkan diri sdiri? Hmm.. ni agaknya ujian utk lebih sabor kot.. atau peringatan, for my future kids (IF sahaja) to not act like this or a reminder to me to find methods to handle these in the future? If so, am facing with trouble je gayanya..

Jolly Good..

It's Monday, Common Test week that is.. patut my paper starts next week, but atas perancangan yang teliti, it will be tomorrow.. Both papers. satu abis at 2, another starts at 2:30.. sgt teliti. Jadual keluar Jumaat ptg ye.. Sekian terima kasih.. Sekarang, I have students to update on the Tests.. Depa nk cek dkt notice board pun nothing to check.. tu laa.. perancangan yg "teliti".