Tersinggung

I planned to just do whatever I had to do everyday.. ye, sume tau. Today, as schedule, I had to go for a meeting. Biasalah, awal-awal tahun. People said it's going to be good news, but for me and a few others, we have "educated" ourselves not to put any (any ye?) high hopes. No expectation is better.

Then, during the meeting, I felt useless! The content which was supposed to get us all geared up for the new year, end up breaking my heart. Dalam proses nk accept current condition, tetiba keluar statement-statement seolah-olah insan-insan terpilih ni was and still a burden... Kenapa sampai statement yang keluar seolah-olah selama ni kami telah "merugikan" mereka.

I have the idea that maybe ini balasan to things I've done wrong.. Marah2 tak tentu pasal pada kanak?, atau tak wat keje bsungguh-sungguh@kuat komplen? Apa2 pun..mak masih tersinggung

Yelah Sgt Berazam

Salam

Let others berazam.. I will just do whatever it is I should do..(although half-heartedly).

Smlm tgk Life as We Know It.. again.. Citer yg dpt review B- di Yahoo, tp I like it as much. Kalau dpt Josh Duhamel seketul pun bagos.. Wat kawan tahun baru ni

ntah mende

work today involves killing black ants running around my desk, day dreaming, and planning what to cook afterwards. Yup, I'm totally out of this office environment.

Everybody else is on leave @ not @ their workstations. Thank God, one colleague said hi and said" Isn't it nice not having too much work?".. Iye? Well, management work will be pending if somehow, somebody is absent. That's how important it tis (saja nk mengkabor betapa hebatnya kerja tersebut!)
This morning, breakfast was short but very "informative". Friends I observed, who shared the same fate are totally b_ _ _ _ es now. A senior has been "lasered" just for asking "Where hv u been?", It's been a long time since I saw you"... hahahhaha.. funny3 question... and zrap2..kene laser trus.
Phones are ringing.. lagi dan lagi.. I am so not practicsing the right phone etiquette. Angkat bfore the 3/4th ring..hihi

Nearly a Month!

It's been nearly a month. But I still am not used to this whole new condition. We're trying our bests and all that comes out seems fake. However, we know now why things got delayed (and as we suspected the parties in charge, didn't take charge to speed things up!) But..what good does it do? Kalau kita ni superior lain laa..

Each and everyone of us that has gone thru this so called "transition" (yuckphtui!) I noticed has become mean"er", as they tend to "laser" anybody who messes with them. Even the good ones dah changed?hihi

btw, aku untuk selama tahun ni dh amek MC. Sbb selama ni.. takde award pun utk org yg tak pnah MC. Might as well gune.

hari-hari

Everyday nowadays I'm waiting for the time to exit... and that's it. I think that I contributed much-much lesser day by day. I wasted energy sana sini. Can a doctor/saviour come mend me?

The Damage Has Been Done!

Best kan kata2 ni? This is what my friend said..dia dah form ayat ni dlm kepala dia, and just waiting for certain people to utter something.. and, barulah akan diberikan ucapan itu.

These couple of days..byk plak lawak2 ce dan tak bijak sungguh yang I heard or maybe have to hear..smpai bila I don't know. Orang2 yg membuat lawak ini, sepatutnya bijak, tp sekarang aku dah cop... tak langsong!!!!!

Aku sedang mengontrol mulut ni..tp kekadang takleh control gak kan? Certain friends yg cam angel je pertuturannye and I've never heard of her saying despicable words uttered "bongok and bodoh and bongok" a few times.. ish2...Tak baik ma! oopss. hahahahha. Sorry, despicable me...

Malas

I am lazy to do all these things:

1. Cooking and storing food for raya (am going to bring it to my sis's hse later)
2. Clearing my workstation as it stored 6 years of work.. Malas, malas btul!
3. Moving my stuff from the workstation to : - rumah sewa ke? (pdhal dh nk pindah),
: - mum's house ke? (tak muat lgsung)
where should I chuck these stuff?
4. Come to work on Tuesday.. and smile..