Devastated

To potray how devastated I am is like this:
1- aku bwk bekal twister (yg org len kata best, siap ada avokado spread lagi) tapi tak mkn pun..
ada 3 gulung
2- My nephew asked me, whether it's him who made me sad.. (agaknya sbb byk sgt gue
mengucap, tak daya nk response pd pe'el masing2!)
3- I was teary bila tgk upin and ipin and k rose tersedih time opah nk g umrah...huwaaa!!
4- I was thinking, sempat tak cari somebody who's willing to support me legally? hahaha..
mangkuk tul imagination!
Dengan ini, I think that I ought to train my mind to be positive (surely payah gile!), and start looking for...