Nearly a Month!

It's been nearly a month. But I still am not used to this whole new condition. We're trying our bests and all that comes out seems fake. However, we know now why things got delayed (and as we suspected the parties in charge, didn't take charge to speed things up!) But..what good does it do? Kalau kita ni superior lain laa..

Each and everyone of us that has gone thru this so called "transition" (yuckphtui!) I noticed has become mean"er", as they tend to "laser" anybody who messes with them. Even the good ones dah changed?hihi

btw, aku untuk selama tahun ni dh amek MC. Sbb selama ni.. takde award pun utk org yg tak pnah MC. Might as well gune.

hari-hari

Everyday nowadays I'm waiting for the time to exit... and that's it. I think that I contributed much-much lesser day by day. I wasted energy sana sini. Can a doctor/saviour come mend me?

The Damage Has Been Done!

Best kan kata2 ni? This is what my friend said..dia dah form ayat ni dlm kepala dia, and just waiting for certain people to utter something.. and, barulah akan diberikan ucapan itu.

These couple of days..byk plak lawak2 ce dan tak bijak sungguh yang I heard or maybe have to hear..smpai bila I don't know. Orang2 yg membuat lawak ini, sepatutnya bijak, tp sekarang aku dah cop... tak langsong!!!!!

Aku sedang mengontrol mulut ni..tp kekadang takleh control gak kan? Certain friends yg cam angel je pertuturannye and I've never heard of her saying despicable words uttered "bongok and bodoh and bongok" a few times.. ish2...Tak baik ma! oopss. hahahahha. Sorry, despicable me...

Malas

I am lazy to do all these things:

1. Cooking and storing food for raya (am going to bring it to my sis's hse later)
2. Clearing my workstation as it stored 6 years of work.. Malas, malas btul!
3. Moving my stuff from the workstation to : - rumah sewa ke? (pdhal dh nk pindah),
: - mum's house ke? (tak muat lgsung)
where should I chuck these stuff?
4. Come to work on Tuesday.. and smile..

Devastated

To potray how devastated I am is like this:
1- aku bwk bekal twister (yg org len kata best, siap ada avokado spread lagi) tapi tak mkn pun..
ada 3 gulung
2- My nephew asked me, whether it's him who made me sad.. (agaknya sbb byk sgt gue
mengucap, tak daya nk response pd pe'el masing2!)
3- I was teary bila tgk upin and ipin and k rose tersedih time opah nk g umrah...huwaaa!!
4- I was thinking, sempat tak cari somebody who's willing to support me legally? hahaha..
mangkuk tul imagination!
Dengan ini, I think that I ought to train my mind to be positive (surely payah gile!), and start looking for...