Glad to be Me

Sometimes we wish how nice things would be if we were someone else. Or possess qualities that others have.
What are the qualities I don't like about me? Oh, one thing I can think is I'm lousy in tidying things. I clean, but you can forget all the work that follows cleaning such as arranging, stacking. Ornaments, trinkets on yourdesk.. that just isn't my thing.

I wish I could hold a decent conversation. Have the "aura" to make people listen to me, but sad to say, am lacking in that department. Kalau tak, sure my students score As. People don't share secrets with me much, as my expression is not that encouraging for them to continue with their story telling.

Think about food, frequently. Mcm.nothing else better to bo. "what to make, what to eat. This and that sounds good" Not very beneficial to the bodylah, obviously.

Short tempered I am. Simple statements may tick me off. Like now, ammending marks online seems menyusahkan. Lbh2 lagi when nothing changes since 15 April untill today. Kecik je komputer ni aku nmpk. Patience, patience. Mouth kene zipped from saying something bad. Lagi nk mrh when people around you gelak kuat2, ckp kuat2.. annoying sumtimes.

When I think about this again, it's not that bad to be me. If people don't spill things to me, I'm free from the 'obligation' to be a consultant to their problems. Thinking about food is not that bad either, people around me gets the benefit to try things I made. So, there are good things about me (masuk bakul takleh kuar) after all. Hey, I'm glad to be me lah!