Tried or Tired to be Good

Salam.. The above was a tajuk from a t shirt I saw at Kamdar. Dgn gambor bull dog..if it comes in adult sizes, sure akan dibeli.  The full caption was "I tried to be good but I got bored!" ..sums up everything happened last year and the effect this year..kikiki.

Had to fill in the evaluation form, but the evaluation must've been for a year.  I saw 12 months written on it..ooo..where did the half year gone? Oh..I know..in another dept. Well, err...who's going to rate it? oh, I DON'T KNOW..might as well forget about it.. What?? Forget ALL about being demotivated, crushed, heartbroken, forgotten.. yadda, yadda, yadda.. why linger on past memories kn??

I tried not to, tp bila rating rasa cam tak kene jer..hungkit menghungkit dlm kepala laa.. Tp, mak tulis jugak la keje mak kt bwh. Dgn harapan, tlglah tau, I did something.. WE did something..bkn wat kering je.. Mmg la takde mende kesan kt sapa2 form tu..but when dh jadi black n white..sure akan dirujuk. (No matter how ridiculuous it is)..Knp ridiculous? One of it, comparison dibuat dgn org lain. (sapa pnye ide?) Dlm pada tak kesah..I think the biggest regret is that tkilan, sometimes ppl tak perasan kita cane gaya at times kn.. Tak kesah pun. aduih..  tulah.. tired dh kot aku ni.