4 Feb

Today wasn't a really great day for me. Yes, I did meet my long time friend today, and yes, it was wonderful, but this Subuh, I got a very sad news. However, due to some circumstances, I couldn't make it to comfort those people affected by the news. I wasn't by those people today. I felt terrible. However, Mum is still priority and anything I do or I'm going to do needs her consent. She didn't have to say anything, just by seeing her response, I know her decisions and what's on her mind. But today, I felt a bit useless. I feel that I wasn't able to ease any problems. This, I still feel up till now.